to be honest…. i dont think he knows tht he hurts me sometimes. especially when shuts down. he leaves me alone nd feeling neglected
another death has occured in my highschool and it sickens me. he shot himself. however a boy did the same this day as well.
i think bullying needs to stop PERIOD!!!
R.I.P. james and Dylan. u will be missed and u are most certainly loved
I’ll never understand why guys dont like me back especially when like them. I feel like I’m nothing to the mall race
I keep thinking about him. Ugh. Our relationship ended over two years ago. Now he is back in my life again. And the heart nd brain had gotten over him. Now the heart is lingering again! He wants to be friends and possibly date again later down the road. Which was fine with me. When I went to have coffee with him the other day… The back drawer in my brain had flew open. Unleashing the memories I had of us. He always thought I was immature but hey I was 15.
Anyway…. I dont know what to do. Guess I wait and see what god has in store
P.s - I love you
Haha love it!
So i had told a certain person today who happens to have a daughter, that if we ever got back together i would treat his child as my own and care for her. hell i would take her shopping and take her to events with him. It would give me a chance to be a mother. I would love her like she was my own. dress her in little clothes. dress her as alittle cowgirl with braided pigtails when she was older. sing to her at night when she is sleeping. *sighs deeply* If any of this happens… i would be happy.. if it never does, i would wait until i have my own children.
P.S. - I love children and watching them grow up :)
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